Later – After listening to the Titanic Song, I felt a sense of relief.
I convinced myself that I'd rather know The Feeling and never have it than to have it and lose it. Surely that’s the biggest sacrifice a person could make – that of forfeiting Soulness for mere Love.
I know I’m saying this from fear.
I know I’ve got abandonment and rejection scars (a whole skin full of them) and I assume that anything worthwhile I get will be broken, lost, taken away or leave.